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Archive for the ‘Wondering’ Category

What is wrong?

April 30, 2009

Back in school they used to call me the ice queen cause I never used to cry, no matter how insulted or humiliated I am, you could see how humiliated I am you could see the glass wall forming in my eyes but it never cracks. I was like that. But now a days I […]


April 21, 2009


March 26, 2009

Have you ever felt that you are going around in circles and you are bored out of your mind from everything and tired to the extent you feel like a hollow thousand years old tree yet you are only 27 and not even quiet there yet. You are tired from being jammed at work, you […]

D E E P E S T Fears

February 13, 2009

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are […]


February 10, 2009

You know how when you’re listening to music playing from another room? And you’re singing along because it’s a tune that you really love? When a door closes or a train passes so you can’t hear the music anymore, but you sing along anyway… then, no matter how much time passes, when you hear the […]

The occasional What Ifs

February 2, 2009

I stood in line at the coffee shop stand waiting for my turn to get my morning coffee not quiet awake yet waiting for the caffeine fix to wake me up. It is usually ordinary usually the same, the same faces the same people the same drinks but I was brought back to reality by […]


February 1, 2009

Again with my sleeping habits I mean this blog has become about my sleeping habits more than what I actually do when I am awake Fuck.. “Now that being vented, here we go” Flashes, yes ladies and gentlemen that what I officially see when I close my eyes and want to sleep red flashes that are […]

A question

January 29, 2009

Why would a toliet seat be up in the ladies’ bathroom? It beats the hell out of me, but I refrain from using it. Is there something I am missing?

A Moment of Clarity

January 27, 2009

Again here I am sitting on my laptop at 3:41 AM thinking what the hell is going on? Today was not a nice day yes had nice parts but the over all progress is not cool at all.  Have you ever wondered that may be you are the root of all the problems that are […]

Until It Sleeps

January 21, 2009

What exactly I have no freaking idea all that I know is that it has been keeping me from sleeping after a tiresome long day at work that usually sends me to bed like a corps but not today obviously. Here it is 2 AM and I am sitting on my laptop after trying every […]


January 19, 2009

This what an applicant showed up wearing during our shopping for candidates AKA interviews. Do you think he reads my blog? hehe *Scratching head in wondering* Possible 😀 “Hey Come back here, You have to tell me where did you get that one from?”

I Hope To Die Young

January 18, 2009

I took my decision I hope to die young, I hope to die young I mean I would hate to be a burden on some one one day and he would be taking care of me and doing me a lot of things. I would not want this person, he or she to have to […]

It is Déjà vu.. Wait did I say that before?

January 15, 2009

It seems that everything in my life at the moment have a strong sense f Déjà vu do not have a clue why but all I know it does. Each and every single aspect of the day has a sense of repetitiveness to it, I have been here before, I have said this before. This […]

In my Dreams

January 13, 2009

Apparently it came to my attention that I have a story stuck in my head and it comes to me through my dreams and keep on nagging to get out and it made me figure out that it will not go away till I write it down for my brain to have a space to […]

Sick as a dog and the Feast

December 8, 2008

Okay been sick as a dog for the past couple of days do not know if its a stomach virus or something in the air but been throwing up like there is no tomorrow and having a fever that made moving seems like a very hard task for my aching all over body. Do not […]

I Hate that..

December 1, 2008

– My stupid temper made me not being able to be with my nephew for two weeks now I miss him to pieces even though he drives me nuts all the time.– I keep checking the phone fearing I did not hear it for a certain someone to call while I know they would not.– […]

The Day my baby CRASHED!!

October 28, 2008

Today I woke up and find out that my laptop is still configuring the updates it installed yesterday and had the same message it did before me hitting the sack |Confugring stage 3 of 3 of updates – 0% completed|Okay this is totally not good meaning that basically nothing happened since last night, I figured […]

All of sudden

October 3, 2008

I have been wondering about something I never actually seem to understand.. how can friends change over night and loose interest and care in another person who thought they were quiet close?It came to my attention that a couple of friends who I love to pieces and used to think they are pretty close suddenly […]

Ramadan Came and Gone and here comes the feast

September 25, 2008

Ramdan came and is almost gone and it has been nothing but packed with a lot of events most of them is not pleasant which I am sorry to say.. It has came to me attention that Ramadan is some how gradually and some how slowly loosing its meaning, this year I have seen more and more […]

When did the word HELP lose its meaning?

September 11, 2008

Since I was a kid I always used to hear that the good thing about Egypt is when you say Help a hundred person would come to your help without even knowing you, which was something positive to consider in this country among the so many nativities we have, but I think this is not […]